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Today I am extremely tired. I have to stop staying out until wee hours of the morning!!! I've been TOTALLY exhausted lately. It probably didn't help that I had an extra strenious weekend. I didn't get much sleep Friday night, maybe like 3 or 4 hours! Then I had to get up and face yet another funeral. Nathan's death wasn't real to me until we went to the memorial. I haven't cried so hard since I was with my dad in the hospital. It was SO weird to see all of my brothers friends all in the same row, all with the same splotchy faces and swollen eyes. It was weird to NOT see my brother there. I would have never guessed that Nathan would have died in a car accident at the age of 23,. And it never occured to me that if Nathan ever died, Chris wouldn't be there. I never really thought of Nathan dieing, but if I had thought of it, I would not have invisioned Chris in jail. I would have invisioned him at home with us, and being broken hearted and sitting with the rest of the guys in that church with a wet splotchy face and swollen eyes. It's so weird. Everything is so weird. Anyway, after the funeral I did a facial on my best friend, and then booked it home where I proceeded to take a 20 minute nap before the guys showed up and we all booked it to Carlsbad to see Chris. He was so excited to see his friends!!!!! Then I came home and went to the Jam Shack to be with Anthony. Then I was supposed to leave Artesia for El Paso at 8 but I didn't even wake up until about 9 then I had to book it home and it was 9:45 by the time we left Artesia. We didn't get to El Paso until like 1 then we had to go to Lisa's to pick up some food and we didn't get out of there until 3 or 3:30 and then we didn't get out of El Paso until 4 or 4:30. Finally got home about 7 or 7:30 and proceeded to eat birthday cake! Then I went to the Jam Shack again to hang out with the guys and didn't get home until 2:30 this morning!!! Cheese. So that's why i'm all exhausted and I really need to start coming home at like mid-night cuz this wee hours of the morning thing just isn't gonna work!! Haha. Well, don't have much else to say. I know this is an irrelevant and pointless rant. Who really cares what I did with my weekend?? Well, I don't know who cares, but there it is in case you do care. :)